this is cutee :) haha

pauliney and philip are so cute and it makes me kinda sad knowing that I don’t have anyone to do things like that with anymore :( Buttttt its ok :) I have my lover sandy lai XD hehe and I’m thankful for having such great and awesome people in my life who are here for me everyday. I feel like a biznach for some of the things I do and things I say, but I’m trying my best not to hurt anyone. It’s just :/ sometimes when I really want to post about certain things, yet I can’t because I have to be considerate and not say those things publicly. The only ones I can talk to are Sandy and Pauline. I feel like my feelings are so trapped! I can’t tell anyone! It’s so hard for me. Iono what to do anymore…..